| if this is called living then dont call me in, sure i feel alive but it doesnt mean a thing.. |
[15 Aug 2005|11:59pm] |
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Today was kinda shitty. I woke up.. was supposed to hangout with ashlea but she got sick. so i got a call from work... and they wanted me to come in early.... so before work i had to go grocery shopping really quick and i was being a bitch because i had to go to work and such. so then came home, changed went to work 4-10... and during work i got a visit from paigey, brendan and sergei. they were making fun of me Lol and paige even took a picture. YEA BFF FOR L I DONT THINK SO. moving on.. steph came in to visit later on also... and then i got home... and im kinda tired..... i think i might go to bed early?
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| shablalala baby oil... lmao |
[14 Aug 2005|11:57pm] |
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So today was quite adventurous.. i woke up... went to work 3-7... came home, and was so bored.... so i called up paige.. and we were going to hangout, but then she couldn't so i was like... okay- so i dropped by amandas house.. talked for a bit, i called james.. hahahaha.. and i was going to hang out with him but then i didn't, so then i picked up beth. we stopped by 7-11 to get some cappucinos and these stupid camel fucks were yelling out to us " hey ladies nice car come cruise with us... " and beth was like * UM NO FUCKKK YOU FAGGGGOTS*.... and stuff it was hilarious. So then we went to dane's house in royal oak... and when we got there he asked us if we wanted to go walk around downtown birmingham so we were like sure.. so we went down there.. walked around a bit.. it was lovely. LOl- we were walking behind these 2 foreign guys... and they were like " shalallslalsa.... baby oil.. hahahha"--- out of no where comes baby oil.... me beth and dane give eachother these creeped out looks.... Lol... and so we went down a different street. it was fun. and then dane got this adventurous plan to start walking in alleys, and he was freaking beth out and of course she screams bloody murder, Lol.. crotch whore. anyways... so we got sick of that after a while, so we decided to leave.. so we went back to danes house.. then we left.. and went home.. and stopped by wendys to see the cute drive thru boy.ahaha.... then i drove beth home and here i am.
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| yesterday.... and today.... |
[13 Aug 2005|11:30pm] |
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So i forgot to update the journal yesterday... but i thought i would update so i could remember what happened... so yesterday... i woke up.. and then went to walmart- bought a new digital camera<33 i love it. then me and kath went to ermas to get some icecream... and then i bought beth some.. went to her house showed her my new cam.. took some pics.. came home... then went to work to get my paycheck... then i went to the mall got a new phone cover.. got some new earrings.. then i came home.. and then cory cameover and then we went over to andrew n.c's house.... naji was there.. we took pics... ran around... it was the funniest thing when naji was calling the * home shopping network*....and * qvc* atleast 5 times to each number... lmao... and the jewelry channel and the bitchy lady with her natural egg colored keychains. hahhaa... and so then andrews friend cameover. i forgot his name so i called him kenny.. and then they decided they wanted to go swimming at about 1030 at night... and i didnt want to.... so fucking cory and kathy held me down squeezing my wrists... and forcing me to go... so i finally took my suit... and went to andrews house... and i was like just sitting there in my clothes.... thinking if i should go swimming in the cold pool or not...... and then before i had time to think... those faggots threw me in the pool. so i was cold. and then we went back to corys.. then drove naji home.. then came home.. showered. and stuff...
then today.... i woke up.. went to work 11-6. let me tell you 7 hours of pure fucking hell, it was the busiest day ive ever had------- lines never ending... there was never someone in line for ordering.... it was horrid. so then i came home.. and then went to walmart to get some battery charger for my cam.. then went to the honey tree to pick up some dinner for the fam since my mom cant drive at the moment.... and then i came home.. and cory comes over..... then 30 min later.. i get a surprise visit from paige,brendan,courtney and liz.... and we went driving around... and got some ice cream.....then they dropped me off... and 10 minutes after... i get anotherrrrrrr lovely visit from the katie and liz....( different one).... and we just talk... and then here i am.... kinda bored... dealing with some stuff.... so later.
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| messed up. |
[12 Aug 2005|01:15am] |
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So today.. i was supposed to drive my mom home from the doctors because she has to get shots in her back... so before we were supposed to leave- i went to beths and picked her up so we wouldnt go out of the way on the way to the doctors.. well my mom got pissed off... and she ended up leaving on her own.... and driving herself home from the doctors even though shes not allowed to at all. but she didn't care.. so me kath and beth were bored.. and were sitting around.. so we decided to call cory over.. and he cameover.. and then we went to ermas to get some ice cream... and then there was just a shitload of drama between my cousin and us... it was just fucked up. shes just messed up. i know i can be a bitch, but she just got major issues. so her, baker, and keith cameover--- keith was in the backseat high as fuck. and we just argued, they left.. and we were all just pissed off... and we decided to help monica wash her car... so they did that, and then an hr later... we decided we missed paigey because so much is going on and we need our 3rd bff for l. haha... so me and beth went back to her house, i unloaded the dishwasher for her... lol... and then we left and picked up sergio.. haha.... and then we went to paiges, and brendan was over.. and right when we got there.. they decided they wanted taco bell and starbucks. haha...so we all went to the drive thru at taco.. then we came inside?? lmao.. idk it was weird. and then we walked over to starbucks, and just sat at the table outside and talked.. then went back to paigeys and then left because sergiooo had to be home.. so me and beth drove sergei home.. and then we went to dan's house.. and talked outside for like an hour.. and so then we decided we wanted to go to meijers... haha so we go there and buy some mentos haha... so she could get money off her card and as we walk into the parking lot.. we were parked next to some really creepy dudes... like a foot away from my door... lol so i thought i was going to be killed or something... so we jumped in the car.. and then we went to taco bell because we decided to get food this time.. and then we came home... and talked to matt and stuff.. idk just a bunch of bullshit going on... its lame. but i gtg.... idk what were doing... ©
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| insomnia i figured it out. |
[11 Aug 2005|03:14am] |
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So i decided to update my journal of what i did earlier, on the count of i am an insomniac- and i can't sleep..... even when i'm about to wake up in.... 7 hours.... hmmm... moving on. I woke up around 8 am.... went back to bed in my room.... fell asleep.... woke up around 1:30.... sat around.... and i received a call from beth... and we decided to do * lunch*... haha. so me and the -kath- picked her up around 3:30... went to the bank, and then to walmart really quick, then we had some lunch at applebees. after that we went back to beths house... saw her cute senior pics.... i decided i'm going through prestige. after we left i went home, changed really quick and went to work---- 6-10... and the faggot manager made me close the lobby.. so i had to stay an extra 15 minutes. then i came home... sat around... received some calls on my cellphone that i stole back... hahaha anddd then watched coyote ugly which i just finished watching.... and its about 3:21... and i'm beginning to get tired.... so hopefully i pass out soon, because when i wake up... i have to go to livonia or west bloomfield or something to my moms doctors appt... because i have to drive her home. and i don't even know whats going on or who i made plans with for the day.... hmmm lets see if it all works out.
check ya later hoes<3
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| freaked.... |
[10 Aug 2005|02:05am] |
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So yesterday.. i can't really remember what happened... drugs are bad... but i remember working 4-9.... then i hung out with my BFF for L bethany that i haven't seen in a long time because she hasn't been home in the longest time.well, we hung out... then she fell asleep.... while i was on the phone with justin baker- and he basically scared the hell out of me about his ghost stories once again. i dont think i can handle it anymore. i have such a strong phobia of ghosts i can't even sleep in my own room anymore alone these past few days. and on top of that, i was in the car with mi madre earlier today and she asked me why i don't believe in god and such because for some reason she wants me to like andrew cline... LOL... because hes a * clean boy*.... ahahaha..... and i told her because he goes to church. so moving on, she told me this story how she saw my great grandmother who passed away 2 years ago on her bedside a few weeks ago during the night. which totally spooks me out, on the count of i'm so afraid of ghosts, AND justin baker tells me she might be trying to warn us of something- and i just am freaked. so overall creepy day. this whole week- creepy. and also, they want me to go ghost hunting with them. Ahh.
i need a shrink or something lol =(
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[07 Aug 2005|11:59pm] |
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So today i woke up around 230 in the afternoon.... and my sister wanted to go to target... so we almost get to target... andmy mom freaks out and starts bitching at us like no other because my sister lied to her.... sooo we got our cellphones taken away because shes a faggot. so........ then i went to work 6-10... but they wanted to me to stay an extra hour... because their faggots... and this guy rich one of the managers that works there kept bitching at me to remove my earrings but i said no a million times. haha that pissed him off but he can FUck off. soo yea.... then i was getting pissed off at everyone and then the other manager mike told me if i cleaned the lobby really good i could leave when im done...... so i ended up leaving at 1030.... came home got bitched at some more... and here i am. bored. and about to punch someone in the face.
good day.
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| i went to the sterling fest.. |
[06 Aug 2005|01:04pm] |
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So yesterday i went to the sterling fest for the first time of my life... it was pretty lame how my mom drove me and justin there... because she had to use the car.. but im kinda glad it happened like that so i wouldnt of had to park in some random place lol.... uhh i saw a bunch of people..... and i bought a flippin wristband..... but there was like only 3 rides we all kept going on.... the yoyo... the scrambler..... and some other ride that flips you upside down and goes in a circle?... lol yea anyways... i felt bad because paige and courtney met me up there. but i was just trying to stay with the group because i didnt want to be stuck there with no ride home because my mom was far away... after that whole keith being stuck in detroit with no ride home from 11 to 730 am.... insane. anyways... justins mom drove me home... and i came home... and i drove around with kathy to visit cory at work and stuff and got some food, came home and sat on the phone with justin baker about ghost hunting. ahhh idk if i should go. andd uhh then watched the rest of soul plane and went to sleep... and that was yesterday.. and now i have to go get ready for work. 3- 11. wowww. 8 hours of hell.
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| umm.... bare with me here... |
[05 Aug 2005|02:27am] |
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i cant really remember what happened today besides working 630-11.....so i cant reallly jot down what i did to remember.... hmmm okay im going to bed now.... long day......hmmmmm
<333333 ?? ohhh im going to sterling fest tomorow..... yeaa
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[04 Aug 2005|01:20am] |
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So... today was another laid back day... woke up around 12:30.. then showered and stuff and katie cameover around 3:30... and we ran some errands... in her non airconditioned car.. it was pretty shitty.. but we still had fun.. then later on after driving around and such.. went to Lukichs restaraunt got some food. i swear everyone works there! lol... vicky,kt,jon,liz... everyoneee...... so yea.... later on after burning a few cds we came home and was supposed to go *ghost hunting* with keith and justin baker and other people.. but uhh my sister and cousin went over to justin bakers house... and bitched them out.. and i guess they were getting high off their ass....that they all got in a fight and started bitching at me saying im not allowed to go with them, but you know what fuck them their lucky i wasnt planning on going because even if they told me i wasnt allowed to go i would have gone anyways because their not my fucking mother... a little 14 yr old faggot telling me what to do has gone quite far enough. Acting like a controlling bitch isnt really mature hun. anyways. im sick of people. most people. others i miss. its going to be so diff next year... im going to have to make new friends again because mostly all of my friends last year were seniors...and now they graduated and Im a senior. so this year is going to be quite interesting. well im out fags. im about to kill someone.
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| wow 2 updates in one day. |
[02 Aug 2005|11:39pm] |
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So second update for the night, i just got home from paiges house. My night didnt really turn out as planned---- after work i was supposed to hangout with katie... but she couldn't hangout so were hanging out tomorrow... so after work i ended up just going to paiges house and watch tv for like an hour.. yeaa.... i ended up coming home really early. but maybe thats good i need to stop coming home so late all the time. so overall... relaxing night.. maybe i should take a bubble bath lol.... hmmmm
check ya later hoes<3
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| this is the new beginning. |
[02 Aug 2005|04:15pm] |
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So this is the new beginning.. i have decided to start over again and delete all my old entries i have ever posted, and to start a new beginning for this year. So much has happened this summer. I haven't had time to actually just sit down and type what went on this summer, so far theres not been a day i've been home the whole entire day without going somewhere. I must say having a license gives alot of priveledge to do whatever the fuck you want which is awesome. This whole summer so far has been insane. I feel like i'm actually growing up. I look at life now in so many diff ways, and i'm beginning to understand so much. The reasons for things just alot of things are making sense. Everyday so far this summer has been a crazy adventure- i'm just so lazy to actually type down everything i did that day because i'm to lazy to remember everything its just too much craziness. I also must say i love my friends<3 they make everything frickin sweet.
so moving on.. i decided to type some of the stuff that goes down this summer starting now so i can remember it all. lol.. so far today nothing really fun has happened.. woke up 130 in the afternoon.. showered.. andrew nancy cline and cory cameover and my sister went swimming at nancys house.. i took a shower.. and here i am about to go to work 6-10. yes i still work at mcdonalds and i hate it. will someone please help me find a new job?? i'm not allowed to quit this one until i actually get a diff one. anyways moving on.. after work tonight i believe im hanging out with katie- aka Mr. Buntcake.. aka kooter..... lol<3 i haven't hung out with her in quite a while.
I also haven't gotten to hangout with some that i said i would hangout with this summer. and i want to so if you read this bitch hit me up. you most likely know my number hoe. alright so i guess im going for now. i love you all!<3
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